My.Wonderland

2011-12-31T00:52:00.001+08:00

还是没有带走了寂寞。

Di ding!

2011-11-04T01:58:00.001+08:00

Most of th time I log in having alot of stuffs on my mind to trash out here, but once i start to type.. Th light bulb goes off!

Re-reading my posts fr th past few months jus mks me feels so unless n weak. >.<

Dad & mum, pls stop.

2011-10-07T14:35:00.001+08:00

If only ur knw, everytime u guys quarrel, it jus mk me more afraid of my future marriage life...

Tears dropped. I don't mean to hide & smoke in my room now, but I really need something to calm me down.

Everything gonna b Alrite.

2011-10-06T04:10:00.001+08:00

Perhaps it's not th darkness which I fear, but th loneliness which I dread.

快乐少一人分享，快乐也只是一半。。

痛是因为无法在给你幸福。。

I thought I'm fine..

爱到妥协，到后来还是误解。

I have no idea why th sudden wetness in my eyes.

Luckily I still have a dead blog where I can Shout out whatever I want to without people liking n giving redundant comments n concern.

最怕朋友突然的关心。

I should be fine.

那怕周围再多人，感觉还是一个人，每当我笑了，心还狠狠的哭着。给我一个理由忘记，那么爱我的你。。。

th world came crashing down.

2011-08-09T12:15:00.002+08:00

thou being prepared, but th ugly truth still sent th world crashing down on me.
or shld i say, one will nv be able to be prepared for all this shit?

again,
你很坚强,不需要我.

LMAO!

Spacing, thinking, tearing inside.
辛苦死了,明明就是很不开心,但还要带着微笑.
Today gonna be a long long day.

Nobody knows.

2011-07-24T14:11:00.002+08:00

Showing too much of my vulnerable side, too dependant.
Struggling to be strong.
What used to be so easy, seems like an impossible task now.

Its not tht i dont know, its not tht i dont want to, its just..
Well probably aftermath of a breakup.

What doesnt kill u, make u stronger.

*Roars*

小伤口

2011-07-23T00:58:00.002+08:00

这点小伤口很快就愈合
留下浅浅疤痕当做纪念多幽默
只是小伤口那又为什么
随时碰就随时痛....

好想死掉.
痛痛痛痛痛.
不是不知道时间可以冲淡一切, 可是... 还是...

哭了一天.

没有酒的一晚, 好难受.

Boredom got me!

2011-07-04T17:24:00.002+08:00

2011-06-29T16:53:00.002+08:00

The only free time i have to blog n surf is when im working!

可悲!

Last 2 weeks for earning OT. 加油! Car Car 我来了!

荷尔蒙失调!

2011-06-04T02:00:00.002+08:00

今天是那么多天以来终于眼泪不听话的一天.

很努力的不听歌, 不说太多话, 很怕被问起什么会联想到什么.

一整天都尽量把自己弄得好忙, 但是今晚大脑还是被心肝击败了.

电话号码不见了一大半, 不明而来的 Sms 看了并没有好过一点, 害怕突然的关心.

好难受啊!

我想一个人熬过, 但也开始怀疑, 我行吗?

''如果轻易的开口要求帮助, 就不会尝试努力. 如果有人依靠, 就不会学到坚强独立.''

Arrrgh tmd! 我想我不是荷尔蒙失调就是下午被雨淋坏大脑!

没有你的第xxx天..

2011-06-02T14:34:00.003+08:00

结束了.

没有你的第14天,还是坐立不安.

吃饭会想到,喝水会想到,发呆会想起...

彼此都想要的结局,只好强悍.

Only computer and television to accompany me for the next 7 hours..
Going crazy soon.
Felt so bored at work! -.-! 最不想要的就是..太多空闲时间!

2011-02-05T05:31:00.002+08:00

No more drinking! Bye bye martell.
I've a new found night time activity which will not damage my liver and no closing hours.
=)

Gambling. No, casino-ing!
A new to find kakis.

Perfectly clear.

2010-12-12T02:15:00.000+08:00

ask me marry = ask me to go to hell.

Sorry if u think its a statement made by me, it's not.
All i know, an aimless relationship isnt something i am looking for.

2010-11-28T02:58:00.002+08:00

Dont ever lie to a girl and says that u'r protecting her.
That's not respecting her.

Fairy-tales do come to the end.
Most of the time, the ending is not what we heard of when we r still a kid.

FML.

2010-11-24T03:29:00.002+08:00

I stopped blogging because nobody cares.
I decide to start blogging becos i cares.

FML seriously!
Everything is going downhill.

Random:

I wanna smoke. No.
But what can i do beside smoking?
Nothing. So smoke till i've purple lip.

I wanna drink. No.
But what else can i do to battle emotional rides at night?
Nothing. So get drunk, sleep and its daytime.

I wish for all the unlucky things to befall on me NOW!
So i'd have a smoother road next year.

Saw this somewhere and its kinda of funny:
''treat life as a cock, when it gets hard, suck it!''

2010-10-16T02:14:00.002+08:00

Failed my marketing module and as to how and why, its a big joke! ^&*%$%
Just gonna fcuking retake 2 modules!

1 of which is becos of skipping examS.
And the other 1, for doing only 1/2 of th paper and happily walked off for movie thinking tht th 70% of th1/2 is sufficient for me to pass!
Truth hit me like being splashed several buckets of ice water when i realised deferred exam will not have test results included inside. 100% from exam paper.

FML!!
2 MODULES!!
~!@#$_)(*$

October pls end NOW.

2010-08-15T01:20:00.002+08:00

Have i been neglecting my poor blog?
>.<

Random:
Red eye attack.!

*r0ar-z*
Be back soon.

Lovely weekend.

2010-08-02T02:52:00.002+08:00

Friday night @ shanghai dolly is 1 of a kind hell.
Waited more than half an hour for our balance. F it.
Some random guy said im a good gf and tht sounds better than any usual old compliments.
Lifted a drunken ass out from thr (as usual), my dear wendy.
Reached home tipsy & totally wear out, into 爱's cosy arms - th greatest comfort.
48 hours, no, 46 hours with his eyes n arms on me tht i think he could possibly count th pimples i have on my face. How sweet. Been a long time since he place his utmost attention on me, and my lovely weekend ends few hours ago with 2 hours of argument. So great!

Important class to attend tml, yet important stuffs to hunt for for Tuesday dnd. Knock some sense into me, dont know how to weigh th importance btw th 2.

2010-07-12T03:56:00.000+08:00

Few days ago, i think Paul's cute.
Today, err... Takoyaki?

Hiak.

2010-07-10T01:42:00.002+08:00

爱 ate more than half a pot of veggies for me. =0
Saved me from my mum's nagging.

*yawns*

Supper again @ newton.
+ a lil beer.

Perfect weather tonight.

Nitey.

2010-06-30T01:48:00.002+08:00

Supper 4 days straight!
Newton with Jayda.
TBP Mac with Jayda.
Spicez with Qingxia & Jayda.
Swensen's with laogong.

♥s! So much time spent with lovely peeps.

spent so many hours with 爱..
Dread parting moment.
Love mood swinging at him. >.<

Hours spent in hospital this morning is dreadful.
Ultimate mood lifter - 1.5 hours of sponsored retail therapy.
I am a happy girl now.

4 more days to work free dayssss!

rites. gonna prepared for my exams.
where's my pile of notes?

*yawns*
Nitey~!

无奈.

2010-06-24T04:45:00.002+08:00

When u realize, being strong is th only option left..

>.<

Blah. Very fine.

Sipping a glass of wine. Cant wait for th visiting hour 8 or 9.

2010-06-22T02:11:00.002+08:00

Counting down to my long break~!
Too many things, too much time. I dont know where to start.

^^ super duper happy de.

Something's wrong with my tag board, I'll look into it soon.

Tis blog is too messy >.<

2010-06-07T02:19:00.000+08:00

countdown, July th 3rd.
Cant wait..
Woohoo~!!

2010-05-25T03:07:00.002+08:00

And i simply adore tht pimple on my left cheek, now it looks like i have dimples on both side of my face.
.........................................................................
wad th fcuk went wrong?

2010-05-19T02:34:00.003+08:00

Only when i retreat into my own world, u'd felt th victory - i'll let u have it.
Worse than being haunt by an evil spirt.

I've nothing left. Happy Mr?

2010-05-18T04:15:00.004+08:00

Never attempt to pack my room in wee hours again.
3 hours of torture. Just not th housewife material X.x

Before

After

Time to zZz.
ZZZZzzz

2010-05-04T15:20:00.002+08:00

我做不到的就让下一她完成.

2010-04-18T01:01:00.002+08:00

Did my life unknowingly revolves around you?

I dont know what to say bcos its jus like talking to th wall,
i dont wanna listen to ur voice bcos thy r all lies.

其实没有我, 你也并不会那么难过.
None of ur words r true.
No more anger left in me, just let me cry - everyday.

Just let me cry.
Just let me be.

Wimp, Fool, Stupid, Hopeless, Idiot - me.

你　總愛編織謊言
我　負責配合表演
所有改變　只為了進入你的世界
這情節　重複了一百遍
才發現　是你的心太野

你　劃定楚河漢界
我　不能輕易犯規
所有時間　都是先給了你優先權
不自覺　愛到不敢冒險
成了你的傀儡一年兩年
才看見我有多狼狽

愛到妥協　到頭來還是無解
綁著你不讓你飛
歷史不斷重演　我好累
愛到妥協　也無法將故事再重寫
你已下最後通牒
我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一個人睡
我不想再為你掉淚
我了解不會變不在徘徊
開始自己的明天

2010-04-17T00:30:00.002+08:00

有没有一种药可以吃了会让人变得没心没苷, 冷血无情?
我要.

Temporary lost of direction.
It's just temporary. i'll be back.

2010-04-14T03:39:00.002+08:00

Burning th midnight oil.

*yawns*

Punishment for missing a lesson.
Brain almost dead now.

2010-04-13T02:56:00.002+08:00

Sometimes when u dont expose someone's lies, thy just take it for granted and keep on lying.
There's nothing known as white lies, its just an act of cowardly and dishonesty.

Its sad to say im scare to trust u,
Its even sadder to say i still trust u,
Its th saddest when i scare to trust u and yet i trust u, bcos i felt like a fool.

2010-04-13T01:52:00.004+08:00

'Love is not blind, its tht u see but u dont mind.' -simplepris.

Aishiteru.
Im very sure,
Ur ♥, makes me beautiful.
Although 90% of th time u gets on my nerves.. -.-

Should i just like give my PSP away since i've totally no time to touch it?
Well, i'll reconsider. Perhaps till u get an iphone, i'll tell u why.

Im already up for 21hrs and Im going to hit the bed soon.

au revoir.

2010-04-08T02:38:00.002+08:00

Been contemplating if i should just .. anyway, i dont know.
Life's pretty much th same for now, till i make another move, i'll update again.
Less partying less catching up, sum it up - less night out. (ok, totally none.) - im drained of all my energy from work.

Cabbing th whole fcuking long month to work, i jst cant dig myself out of bed before 8am not to mention th crazy unfix operating hour at GWC. Long bus ride home always triggers my emotions. Damn~

Still loving school days! 92% for my Biz Econ 1st test and im goddamn proud (bcos its a last 20min revision), and today is th first time i skipped a class. *wink*
Another test coming soon, never ending tests and exams. So gonna 'Last min hug th Buddha's leg' again.

Did i mention about my driving license? Oh ya, how wonderful, i skipped a session today.. (again.)
Oh well, no use getting it so soon right, COE nuts high now so what if i get my license fast?
!! Woo ~ !! what a nice excuse~ =x

My xx attempts to blog and post pix of CNY, Bday, and trip here fails again.
I'm just being plain lazy.

Nitey friends! Off to bed.

2010-03-31T01:44:00.000+08:00

So much so for my poor lil brain.
*yawns*

2010-03-13T01:56:00.002+08:00

I had a dream.. so wonderful.

Something is not quite right with me recently, i cant figure it out still. No, not something, its everything.

Ytd, i splurge a sum of my savings (supposing to be use for further study) away.. in the blink of an eye.

Today, bcos of a lil discomfort, i declined a chance to earn hundreds more. (which i normally dont)

Feeling lazy, lazy, lazy.

Perhaps i need a long break.

Retreating into my own world once again...

好时光都该被宝贝因为有限.

2010-03-07T04:18:00.000+08:00

Ouchhiiiii sooooo sweet~!!

就想賴著妳就想賴著妳就想賴著妳就想賴著妳就想賴著妳就想賴著妳!
so wanna finish watching it..

就想賴著妳!

2010-03-06T04:46:00.004+08:00

項羽平 & 齊可中 so cool!

Funny funny~~
@.@

''Oh wo de ling dai~!!''

Wtf~~!!!! LOL

Grgr~ panda eyes le. =x

Wednesday.

2010-02-26T03:57:00.006+08:00

Ladies night.
Out to party ^^ ... after class. errr, no not exactly, ran off in th mid of lesson =x

1st Module will officially be declare over after exam on 18march.
I didnt skip any lesson. (only th last lesson i sneak off half way =x)
Test 1 - 3rd in class.
Test 2 - 4th in class. (From th top and class of ard 40 -.- Hahas! Dumbass, im here to clear ur doubts of only 5 people in class and counting from th bottom. Bleahz!)
Sooooooo proud! Woo hoo~~!!

Wendy waited for me ard 40mins after work, walked to my school and accompanied me for dinner. How sweet.! (people name wendy are all sweet, i guess =/ heee)

''Candlelight'' dinner. Lol!! Th Bai Bai de light -.-

Wendy.

& Wendyy.

Food is nice!

Affordable price with a nice smoking area. Hur hur~
I wun say nice view but its consider a gem in tht rubbish mall. <-- my new workplace. But there's lotsa of nice food thr. No wonder im putting on a few more kgs. *roarz*

And after dinner, its party time with TBS girls from all previous outlet! =)

Oopsy oopsy i've been partying for 2 wednesday and its time to stop.
Excessive partying is not good. =x
And its rather hard to control temptation of alcohol..

Dear all,
Nitey!
I need to wake in 1.5hrs time for makeup event @ Rp.
KO le. *wink*

Morning ♥!

2010-02-23T02:59:00.002+08:00

A.M. porridge *yummy*!
Wanna wanna eat it everyday~!!

*show off ribbon* hur hur~

Lashes off after a whole long day, sooo comfortable. *blink blink*

Today is great!

Gonna zZz, tml m/u meeting =x
*help*
my dark circles.!

Nitey friends!

Happy New Year!

2010-02-19T03:33:00.003+08:00

恭喜发财!
万事如意!
心想事成!
^^

Random.

2010-02-08T04:29:00.002+08:00

Sleepless night.
Rotting on bed for at least an hour.

*r0arz*

So bloated th whole day~
No idea wads wrong.

Urge to dress up.

Few more hours, test result will be out.

Smudge chart not done.

4.30am, shaping my eyebrows. *sot*

Feels like making prank calls.
Did anyway =p Hoho

Wanna sing.

Wanna drink.
And then puke.

Fancl whitening mask is ♥.
My skin is brighter after a sheet.

Tis pack of ciggies seems to be able to last for 5 days.

Needs ice cream..

Entertain me pls.

Have to scream.

Bored.

Crapz.

Sleepy.... already. i think.

Off to bed.
Nitez nitey!

2010-02-05T02:30:00.003+08:00

空口说的未来, 我还能守后多久...

你想什麼我不太懂
只曉得期待越多越難過..

2010-02-03T01:39:00.002+08:00

Tibits on my desk even before i arrive.
That makes Mon & Wed great ♥s!
Th on n off cramping is making me real uncomfortable!
*pray tht i'll be able to pull through th test tml*

Nitey friends!
Hibernating for a week~
I'll get back to ur asap.
Love ur lotsa~

2010-01-26T01:20:00.002+08:00

''Extra attention needed.
Handle with care.''

Pimples partying everywhere on my face! Super duper dry & sensitive skin! Super heavy legs! Giddy spells! Nauseous after smoking/eating! Mood swings! Super lazy me!

2010-01-25T00:39:00.003+08:00

多你一个不多, 少你一个不少.

你就和他们一样不相信就不相信吧.

无所谓.

我就是这样,就是这样,就是你想的这样..

Ok. Anything. Wadever.

2010-01-21T01:35:00.003+08:00

''wallet coin session.''

a surprise which really surprises me.
Like, finally...

^.^ good job.

i dont usually give compliments, so when i do, its true.

Chocoyy & cuties keeps me awake in class today, not forgetting sweet messages from friends to lift my mood n energy level. I LOVE THEM~! ( U peeps shld n0e who u r. )
Fun course mates play a part!
I love school days!
Surprisingly i tried my best doing assignments, no copying.
*super proud*

=)

2010-01-19T01:09:00.002+08:00

Look forward to work at imm in a few hours time.

^^

I miss pepper lunch with th gals.

Needs lotsa of Ktv sessions.
Ktv kakis, grant me my wish pls. Beep me! =p

2010-01-18T04:47:00.003+08:00

U've never really care.

Now,
neither do i.

Not so affected.

Yawns.

2010-01-17T02:32:00.001+08:00

75% attendance means i can only skip 2 lessons in this module.
blehz.

Damn th FTE ! Failed. *roarz*

2010-01-14T00:49:00.001+08:00

想哭但是哭不出来.

I wun cry, no matter how sad i'd be.

becos i say i wun.

Lalalalala~
Orientation tml n i only receive th mail today. WTF~!

2010-01-13T16:16:00.002+08:00

U, incorrigible liar. Im sick of trying anymore - Sorry, goodbye.

Yesh i perceive u in a very bad light now. I dont even wish to talk to u, neither do i wants an explanation anymore.

I cant trust u like u cant stop lying.

2010-01-11T00:21:00.003+08:00

Woo hoo~! Appeal successful!
My company is not a heartless company, YES! Our store hit target! This piece of news injected millions of happy hormones in me. Our effort are being recognize. Yippy!
Hit target! Hit incentive! OTs.
Great start!

I'll die a happy gal now.

Surprise mail.

2010-01-09T00:51:00.002+08:00

Meow meow popped out when i check my mail jus now.
Must be th work of Santa before returning bk home.
From a not so familiar email, and meow meow makes me smile.. after a long day at wrk.

**meoww**
Kawaii nehs!

2010-01-08T01:38:00.002+08:00

Nuerd nuerd day.

Stoopid Iphone which doesnt have a front camera.. *roarz*

Brought my Love to th service centre, passed its warranty period and repairing it will cost more than th value of th hp itself. ALOT more... How how how? Contemplating...

...

AND
!

Kill me. i cant stop till i fill my room with ah meow!

I wanna draw ah meow on my wall! big big ah meow!

Big pink ah meow!

*roarz*

provided if i have th time...

So tired.
6 more days to go.
**im so hardworking**
=p

2010-01-07T01:59:00.003+08:00

Mum collected it for me, and of cos got an earful from her for spending too much money. taadd~ not again.

Nuerd nuerd. =)

So unlucky these few days =/

*roarz*

Bedtime ^^

Reflection & Resolution.

2010-01-05T00:36:00.005+08:00

Precious attempted to commit suicide <5 times in 19 days.
My heartbeat stop for few seconds everytime this happens.
Arrgh.
Today, worse still.. cut my finger while trying to save precious. *sulk*

Summarize 4 Jan 10 : Unlucky day.

Comes abit late, but well.. still..

2009 Resolution

- Cut down smoking (cut down not quit)
- Driving license + car
- Work harder
- Be on time for everything
- 43kg forever (LOL)
- No cabbing to work everyday
- Cut down drinking

Achievements
- No. But did tried.
- No. But pass BTT before Dec ended.
- Yes. Alot of OT and bk to study.
- Yes. Most of th time, on th dot.
- No. Dont bother, but there's a period of time whereby it stops at 43kg.
- Yes. I took train and bus for quite a few times even when im going out.
- Yes. Because all my drinking kakis stop drinking too.

Not bad uh? ^^
Now..

Wendyy's 2010 New Year Resolution

- Save enough money for next yr study.
- Driving license and car.
- Up my savings.
- Healthy lifestyle.
- Able to proudly declare myself as social drinker & social smoker.
- Master sign language & perhaps French.
- Revamp bedroom.
- Learn to love.

Thats all for now. Too much, i wun be able to handle it well. All these needs a hell lot of determination which i am not shy to say i have a limit to tht.

Sunday - 海派甜心

2010-01-04T03:06:00.003+08:00

Just when im about to give up chasing after tis series every sunday..
Episode 10, quite dumb dumb but still power~!!
(?_?') how can he find her so easily and arrive rite on time on th 2 different occasion (?o?)
Woo hoo~!! But still, I'm watching it till th end. for sure.

*lalala*
愛是不可数的嗎為何我還相信它不是獨行俠我在等一個人在等我的永恒告訴我愛不單行別害怕..

不能握的手, 从此匿名的好友...其实我的执着, 依然执着...

ermm. where can i find th song.. -o-

Episode 11 faster come out *pray*

Bedtime!
Nites.

Many many days into 1.

2010-01-03T00:28:00.031+08:00

Blogging becomes a habit..
No matter how insignificant my post is now, years later when im flipping through, i believe it will make me smile.

24 Dec 09
~* Xmas Eve *~
Wads Xmas without log cake & turkey?
Its a mini one, majority of us there r not a fan for cakes.

Oh not forgetting..

When th clock ticks 12Mdn,
Flour fight! Party poppers! Cray party spray! All in action no photo! =x
Result:

Misc. Food. Brought forward boxing day. Sabotaged pressie.
Long night of a warm cozy house party.

Someone played prank with me by asking for 30$ worth of 2dollar notes! <--NEW and COMPLETELY STRAIGHT.
(last yr i wanted 30$ worth of 10cents coins, LOL tsk tsk)
Of cos, I'll not let her have it tht easily.

4D ?! WT -.- dots dots haha!

After a few rounds of games, we ended our night ard 2.30am.
Too tired to continue and i fell asleep soon after i reached home.
Felt bad, forgetting to call Gracie unable to mit her =x

25 Dec 09
Merry Christmas! Oh wadever, i dont give a damn to tht.
Its Ah ma's birthday! Thts more important.
I'm th only grand children to celebrate with her, th rest? i bet thy forgot about it. Everyone is celebrating Xmas so only 1 of my uncle & his wife left to bring Ah ma out for a simple dinner.
Chinese cuisine. ♥s! bcos im a chinese lex~ mua mua.

Eggy wit scallop. *yum yum*

Didnt take much pix bcos dining with elder and taking pix is rude, these r taken secretly. =p
After eating, Ah ma ask me to sneak out and tk pix wit her. LOLs.

Ah gong. Me. Ah ma.

Happy times always end fast.
How i wish im still staying with them.
Worth a serious consideration. I can have the master bedroom fix with my own big big wardrobe, air con for me, owe washroom, owe study desk, owe tv, big house to hold parties!! BUT.. giving up my nightlife.. bcos thy slp real early like 10pm, which means i have to reach home real early each night, if not thy will wait for me before sleeping, no bringing of guys home (LOL! fcukd obviously im kidding, but who knows if there's such super occasion =x oopsy)
Arrgh i miss staying with them. Miss ready made breakfast, home cook dinner, holding Ah ma's hand to sleep, screaming my lungs off at the sight of cockroaches (mum wld kill me for tht)..
Ermm hmm.. Knowing tht im back to study, thy r so happy. I knew it. Thats why im doing it.

Today. 2 Jan 09
Meet my Er xiao jie!
Suppose to go singing @ K suites iluma. <-- (halo halo, must pay me back, i wanna try singing in suites lex! LOL)
She seems moody, idk, and cancelled it in th end.
Went ard walking.. spending!
I guess i've more than enough to wear for January classes. =)
And i finally brought th bling bling sandal again! My old pair spoiled after 1 or 2 times wearing n m damn pissed and wanted to find back th same one! today, finally! *roarz*
Mum: ''u go study or go fashion show?''
Tad! Boo!

Food. Soup! i Love soup!

Pressie from Husband!
Huhu~! Yesh, she really knows wad i like!
Mao mao~!! And Meow meow~!!
Of cos, wo ye bu lai~! Got her something she LOVES! LOL

PS : Er xiao jie, Feb must go and sweep sweep again k! *roarz*

The End

**WARNING!!!**
Im flooding my blog with my face! Shoo off if u cant stand tis cam whore part *wink*

Peek a boo! *meow* Movie day, few days back.

No time to do my hair! Almost late~ ALMOST.
Today im being th most not environmental friendly gal. I wasted so many plastic carrier OMG! Should have bring my cool shopping bag out. Like i wld ever bring rite? But I found a damn cool one, serious, i'll try.

*i love long escalator! th 1 in iluma & orchard central. Can anyone smooch all th way up thr? Muhahaha! i wan u if u can! Wtf m i thinking LOL* (of cos w/o stopping!)
i mus be crazy.
Anyway i jus like long escalator! Im going to walk up and down if im free.

PS: Huising! u owe me those stars up there! rmbr to cut down for me.

^o^ v ye~ Tts all for now!

Not another long month ahead~ Phew!
Gona find time for pedi soon, color chipping off le.

Nite nite nitey!
So happyyyy! No reason.

*yawns*

Happy New Year!

2010-01-02T01:41:00.004+08:00

*post deleted*

Bcos words expressed in a fit of anger r jus too hurting..
If it hurts someone, no amount of apology helps.

Lets talk again when we calm down.

2009-12-31T00:28:00.003+08:00

''i dont think being lucky is enough to get u there.''

im weak & down again. locking myself in my bedroom.
January is another hectic month.
A peaceful New Year is very much appreciated.
Alot of ''Me time'' needed to set new year resolution!

Bk to blog tml night.
Aint going anywhere, i promise.

^^

2009-12-28T23:51:00.002+08:00

Finally~!!

*meooww* & Pink!

Dress which looks horribly ugly (in pix) i think.. it will look great when its worn, idk, i think. Lazy to try =x

Tml meeting Jayzhu almost forget till i saw tis monster! A lil pressie for her!

Decided to catch a movie than go out damaging my body.. Not drinking tonight! Weet ^o^
Movie movie movie with Mr Lim & my gf~!
Tml ikea & bugis wit mum, mikoko sis & jayzhu~!

Season Greeting.

2009-12-27T01:54:00.003+08:00

!boo hoo! Tad! Image is wee bit scary haahaa.

A wee bit late~
But still,

Dear all,
Merry Christmas!
&
Happy boxing day!

^^

**i'm so lazy to blog today.
Off to put my gifts to good use.
Thanks people!

2009-12-21T00:46:00.003+08:00

Nothing to hide doesnt mean i want to make it known to Tom, Dick & Harry.

----------------------------------------------

U pissed me off seriously.
U just dont know how heartless i can get if i want to.

2009-12-20T00:35:00.002+08:00

Feverish.
So uncomfortable.

Its really a long slow month~~

sunday - watch da lang da lang after wrk.
monday - pay school fee. declare broke. wrk.
wednesday - BTT. wrk.
thursday - wrk. Xmas party.
friday - /wrk. granny's bday.
saturday - FINALLY! sleep
monday - BQ.
tuesday - shopping.

*roarz*

Befriend Mr Sun again.
不生病是假的.

*zZz*

2009-12-19T00:46:00.002+08:00

Addicted to my iphone. ♥♥♥s!
So damn useful!

Touch screen gadgets r just marvelous!

Application r just useful useful and still useful!

And the best thing is...
I wun get lost again!
The map is .. Oh-so-wonderful!
Can even answer taxi drivers when thy ask me which way to go *proud* ^^

How cool~
Apple rockz!

*yawns*
many many more days to go before my off.

2009-12-17T00:34:00.002+08:00

''Its because i thought u'll always be there right behind when i fall, but i was wrong.''

dont worry, i'll nv turn to u again.

thats it.
I'm Ok.

2009-12-16T01:49:00.003+08:00

当爱过了期,
再努力也都是空的?.

遇见谁会让你想未来.. ..

Racing against time, u'll nv win.
Slow down and enjoy th surrounding.

PS: Xie xie ni.

*yawns*

Tis afternoon,
Unexpected calls.
- Gfs (those unexpected type. LOL)
- Even th job i applied for months back, th manager who offered me a position and said she will get bk to me after she recover (which never did), another manager leaving a VM and ask if im still interested (of cos, i didnt call back - not yet. i've just received my course acceptance letter.)

I dont know.

Ok, tis is my last off day.
10 working days coming right up, its getting real busy each day, i've no time for their internal conflicts.

boo hoo~!!

2009-12-15T04:51:00.003+08:00

Thank U Miss Er laogong, for offering to help. zhen bu hui shi wo de laogong!

Didnt manage to catch th movie we wanted to watch, full house lor. like wtf~ we were late anyway.
Watched Zombieland instead. Boring story line. Crapz. Laughing & giggling throughout th show.
Silly Siti cant even take cr of her ownself yet kept on KPO-ing about me. -.-

PS: siti, if ur reading tis, do u need a napkin? Hold ur munchies well!
LMAO

walked all th way from Cineleisure to PSP. Crazily long distance.
Supper and back home.

*yawns*

mua mua.
my eyes r shutting. -o-

Atr last day~!

2009-12-14T03:41:00.002+08:00

DJ` Wdyy in da house!

^^

Finally atrium is over. No more early mornings n late nights. woohoo!

And my long await Sunday! Finished watching Da lang da lang~ ep 7!

nitey nitey. So tired.
*yawns*

2009-12-08T01:32:00.003+08:00

Start of my longgggggggg 7 days!
hoo haa~ Jia you! Jia you! Jia you!

=Z

4 days @ VVC, gona die man~

Wad time m i suppose to wake up? *roarz*

Makeover until my hands rot. Mua mua~

Getting so lazyyyy..
Argh.

Friday ''showtime'' like wad thy call it, gosh~!
*nervous*

Off to bed now.
Long week ahead!

2009-12-05T02:25:00.004+08:00

Trust me~
Life is fair.
U lose some, u gain some.

Tis, i'll always believe..

now tell me,
it's just 1 of th many coincidences in life?.

Destiny - it's just 1 of th many word in a dictionary.

Definitely not something i wanna waste my brain cells figuring it out tonight.

Alright. Now,
''The princess and the frog'' in cinema on th 10th.
Booked so many of my friends, and i bet th guys will turn me down after checking tis movie out HAHAHA!

http://home.disney.com.sg/movies/princessandthefrog/

Ermm.. lemme make a guess, who will i watch with in th end..
Gf says her bf will throw her a ''I'd rather sleep than watch tis face'' if she ask him to watch.
LOL! Cant imagine a guy, ok a man watching tis.

Off to bed now.
Nitey!

Nothing.

2009-12-01T00:36:00.011+08:00

Treats. (for being a good girl) *giggles*

Perfect~!
Absolutely tasty~!!
Lunch @ Jack's Place with Er xiao jie.

Shopping!
-Bird nest (goddamn promotion! stocking up..)
-Aloe vinegar (its suppose to cleanse th lungs, i suppose smoker needs lots of it)
-Lots of whitening/brightening products.
-Face bra (LOL-ed? to rid double chin, firming, makes ur face looks more V-shaped. wadever-just love th warming sensation. result doesnt matters)
- Contact lens (long time didnt wear le, since there's a promotion.. shall buy!)

emm..
not forgetting th spec and shades i reserved.

Okie image heavy. (if u haf a problem wit my face, i suggest u to close ur window before proceeding further. boo)
自拍101.
^^
long time didnt put thick eye makeup le.
vanity~!

Freshlook new color lens. uh? very normal blue eh..

Yesterday.
1/2 hr break - pedi.
1 hr break - full body massage.

Today.
Shopping! Again?

Woohoo~!! I don have to wear uniform le. Yeah ^^v
Okie thts not wad im glad about, stressful lex, everyday full black fashion show. Muamua~
Its jus tht....... able to wear skirt! Yesh~!

Everyday black black black. loves.
need to stock up more black clothes le..

50$ claim ? i think i ... overspent again. hees.
well, i wun wan to wear th same thing daily, esp for vvc branding atrium.

Went down to register then mit er xiao jie @ tbp.
Thai express~ Tom yam soup! *slurp*

Tired.
tml gotto wake early to go office.

*yawns*
wash brushes. reading.
off to bed.

Nitey all~! ^^

2009-11-28T02:34:00.002+08:00

超级无敌好看! Episode 5 快点出来啦!

loading th last part of episode 4.
Gonna read my book after tis.

dread december.
crazy roster - m going to die from it.

10 days straight, off, 7 days straight, off, 5 days.. blah blah blah.
half day BPP half day VVC, VVC, BPP, BPP, VVC.
Am i getting lazy or there's indeed something went wrong with man power arrangement?

Wtf~! like seriously.. dread december!

Arrgh.

2009-11-27T05:20:00.002+08:00

海派甜心 Hi! my sweetheart, 好好看!
Episode 1 就让我哈哈大笑了!
Episode 2 就好感动了..

Loading super slow today. -.-
好在明天 6-10.

^^

Super random.

2009-11-26T02:04:00.004+08:00

*roarz*

my 1 mth effort gone in a day.
arrgh. Jus lock me at home, seriously. Lock me at home!

after POS meeting, went over to hang ard @ imm. OMG i miss tht place!
Pepper lunch! i miss th gals! Priya did eyebrow threading for me, i thought its painful but it hell not. The sound of the thread and the thought of it is scary though. taad~ taad~

and i spent so much money!
Soooooo much!

those sunglasses, whoops! mua mua~

Yes, im slimmer right?!! Say yesh! or i'll bite.
ermm.. im la in fact, even banana say so~! =)

super duper good mood, i dono why. nothing happen lex, but jus before i slp im feeling so moody.
crazy de, sot sot.

Lotsa of pix today,
But all pix in Hana's hp.

Perhaps its bcos i spent money? so im feeling great? and abit of guilt follows. ta~!

Okie, smoking time.
O im alrd sick of my PSP games, games anyone?

bye bye !

2009-11-24T06:13:00.002+08:00

恨熟悉却又很陌生..

突然好想.. 跟你借, 一天的时间..

可以吗?

who is the me u heard from them?

2009-11-24T03:44:00.003+08:00

i dont go walk around making enemies, but neither do i have the power to make everyone adore me.

Is it really the easiest way out, to plant a devilish tail on others butt so u will have a angel halo above u?

Illusion, u need help.

2009-11-23T01:13:00.003+08:00

Vitamin C jabs r tempting, seriously..

Wit a 50/50 possibility of being white .. (ok fair), would i actually jus ignore th possibility of crying over needle poke?

Uh?

All my hard work goes down to drain, i've been walking to work on quite a daily basis, exposing to th harmful morning sun!! w.o any sunblock (lazy eh..) thanks to tht, im like 10 times darker? .. ok, jus 2 or 3 times. =/

Argh..

Nuff bout tht.

Today,
Mood - wearing a long face, cramp in my tummy. A lil moody.

till, i spent some money & got myself some pink stuff.
(bcos im really torturing myself saving money tis month, i buy nth beauty related NTH.. only th bird nest =/ )

*husband can prove! bcos i jus told her how much i save tis month. phew~!! she actually n0e hows much i save (if i manage to save monthly) 4 years bk till now. if she rmbrs. lol.

*wish wishy, pay come in faster. so i can... start spending! oo, start rewarding myself* hehe

*roarz*

No. No. No. im not going to succumb to temptation! argh. tts difficult. Essence, bird nest, mask, hp, bags - thy r waving at me!

PS: er huising! can u mit me faster? =)

2009-11-22T01:51:00.003+08:00

YESH!

im 44kg now.! Like..finally!
jus 1 more kg to go. 43kg!

oOo.
No more fat fat le ye.
Woo hoo~!!

2009-11-20T02:43:00.002+08:00

Its sickening to be ill during my AL.
*cries*
2 more days to go nia and it seems to be like getting worse.
How many times mus i visit th doc in 9 days?

I think i need some retail therapy tml, so gonna dig myself out, perhaps it might make me recover faster. ^^

Alright off to watch 妻子的诱惑.

Weather is turing cold, dear friends, do take care ^^

ytd.

2009-11-18T01:49:00.003+08:00

woohoo~!!
i didnt waste my day away!

broke 3 nails, and ended up with super dry hands. did a lil hammering, dismantling, disinfecting~
its jus tht i cant find th drill thingy, if not i bet i'll try to drill th mirror myself instead of waiting for help.

Super duper tiring!

Didnt go to SPH, eye infection, i bet i'll look fcuk shit like a monster in th shoot, so forget it. Anyway why bother to cling on that? might as well let someone else who intend to go further have it.

Almost forgot abt th mu meeting tml~! -.-||| 9!
Arrgh. so boring! Sure jam if i tk cab! Damn damn damn~

Haas. now i believe,
''Its passion tht keeps u moving forward.''

So now can i ask,
''Passion, whr r u?''

Off th nua on my mao mao corner.! So shiok~! ^^

Nervous.

2009-11-16T02:25:00.002+08:00

damn.

was told that its a shoot done in TBS head office for winter trend makeup, now was told to go to SPH tml.

mua mua~

no further details given.

super nervous and like a blur sotong now.

lucky thrs still sasha. if its me alone, i bet i'll be up all night. =x

bless me.

2009-11-14T03:40:00.002+08:00

A good long 1 month wait, im on leave again.

Slept my 1 day away.
Well spent. Didnt have a good sleep like tis for months.

Trying very hard to limit my spending tis month.
Abit torturous but a great sense of satisfaction.
My stocking up of beauty products, clothes, impulse signing of packages, un-utilize vouchers are so damn useful now!
Dont seem to run out of things to use, clothes to wear. I can even go for massage, facial and shopping without having to pay!
Woo-hoo~!!

For the past 3 days, i spend less than 10$ at work. (lets not take money i spent on cigarettes into consideration for now)

YESH!

There's so much i've done recently tht im so proud of myself now.

*pat pat*

Lalalala~

PSP time.

sometimes i wish...

2009-11-07T03:22:00.003+08:00

to be who i used to be.
although who im now will say i hate the way i used to be, but i hate the me who said tht even more.
yet i can never be me if i wish to be who i used to be.

lol fcuking shit. i dont know what im talking. if u spent more than a min figuring out, Hey gotcha u! fool.
Serious.

Boredom starts creeping in from 8pm.
Its torturing me slowly & killing me gently.

陪我玩好不好?

BOO HOO~!!
play psp le.

2009-11-05T03:17:00.002+08:00

All different working style which i guess makes a great one when add together.

Loves working. oops! im not a workaholic.

Manager damn thoughtful. Rmbr we only said once, we love pizza, and every get together, she will order pizza for us. =)
And i can see tht she don really eat it.

Tiring xmas changeover day. Look like a red lobster crawling around. =x

Another day before my off day. Kinda of miss ''my husband'' meeting her soon.

Off to play psp!
nitey.

Myy Halloween.

2009-11-04T03:20:00.007+08:00

Decided to stay for th goody goody supper get together.
Pre-xmas celebration? To bond th team and have fun and eat and get fat!

But looking at so many hideous creatures lurking around, i decided to smudge some makeup on my face. Lol.
Siti without a second thought, agreed to accompany me.
But back out th last min when she scream upon looking at me! Wad a scary cat.
Its not even scary can, no fake blood, jus black liner, shadow and lipstick.

=x

Super weird. Suppose to be in a cutex2 kinda of mood with my ribbon tee and bubble shorts and new hoddie.
Tadah~!! with a face like tis.

Had a sumptuous spread of Pizza & seafood.!
More scary pix in my camera which im lazy to upload.
(other day ba-if i rmbr)

Nobody recognize me in those pix. wtf.

Days of laughter. we played with th lift, taking ghost in th lift pix, a pity all in Praba's camera. -.-

Have no idea wad is Siti doing.. Crazy girl.

Home sweet home @ ard 1plus. Super duper tired.
MMS to those partying to tell them, im mentally with them.

=/
Enjoyed th supper tht nite. A lil vodka.
Bailey's mint chocolate spotted @ my manager's place. Will be going over tis xmas again! FOR SURE!

Thts all for Sat.

Today,
late lunch @ 7pm. or shld i cor it dinner.
wit Siti. wrking non stop for 7-8hours.
Finally..
Chill. Smoke. Crap.

End of th day at work.
Fast.

Digging envelopes. Preparing for th upcoming xmas gift xchange.

Saw an old card buried under those envelopes. Memories flow back. Sweet.
Half written letter. No recipient.
I tink i m...

Sleeping now.
Nitey nitey.

Gonna be a busy wed.
Xmas changeover for shop.
GRGR~ luckily i start at 6.
Hope it doesnt end late. So i can be bk to hug my lappy. =)

2009-11-03T00:20:00.016+08:00

How can things go missing wit my door locked?!

And i finally confirmed it, tht things work tis way in this family..
Be it th eldest or youngest-perhaps i behave tis way too, do i?
Communication exist only when help is needed.
Doing a favour for each other unless it brings benefit.
In any situation tht no help is needed, no benefits is given, be prepared for fiery exchange of words, hurting insults and debate!

yes. welcome to my family!

tis is th last place on earth all this should happen. oh well. perhaps tht is why i love my room so much.

and now, boy do i noe im jus a fcuking option in ur life! but well doesnt hurt tht much, ur slowly moving out of line to be a priority in my life.

I slept th whole day away, and as usual my eyes r wide open now.
I guess its ard 2-4am at th moment, my active hours. =x

I cant find my camera and i'll blog only with those pix i have in my lappy.

Where should i start?

Private event for BSO
@ sentosa!
Job scope: be a walking table.

Work wit Meow meow Gwen & Juliet (shld be. i forgot her name)

Ben, Gwen, Juliet, Yixin. Photographer: wendyy.

Pictures r with juliet but she still haven add me up in FB -.-
so thts all for now.
Its really tiring but i enjoyed it, i love th thought of walking near th beach and still get paid! l0l
of cos not forgetting working wit Gwen again!

After work,
@ Boiler.
drink drink.

A super long day. Tired.

Th next day..

Trg @ Swissotel
Equinox. Level 69.
with siti. Super rushy morning doing our makeup in cab and didnt bring my hair serum and perfume.
morning gone wrong day.

Smoking room. Isnt th smoking room nice?

I didnt kn0w my hair is tis l0ng.

Th last time i came, didnt manage to take pix with these beautiful display.
Today,
bunny bunny girl? wad a pose. -.-

n0t f0rgetting th beautiful rest room.

we spent an hour thr taking pix, eavesdropping on cheeky girls, peeking, giggling. (Lol! tts fun! that 2 vain-pots got caught!!)
partner in crime: Siti
love tis pix i took! Weet~

Th rest shall be upload in fb, too much pix~

After which, we headed down to MSQ for dinner.
to cure siti's cravings for Breeks Cafe sandwich.

Tongue tied within 1min. Improve liao lex. Lol.

Loves! Tht cranberry diffuser is LOVE LOVE LOVE! i'll buy more.
My whole living room smells of cranberry now.
Lit up my festival mood.

Friday
Siti & Kerene's sweetness. Thanks to them im getting unwanted fats.
Everytime i mention something i loves out of th blue, i'll get it. blehs.
Next time, i shall see if thy can get me a guy according to my description! ^^

2009-11-02T03:00:00.001+08:00

Jaw aching. Too much yawning.

=/

I tink i'll blog tml.
Off to accompany my psp. lol.

Dear all,
have a nice week ahead.!

Happyy Halloween !

2009-11-01T03:05:00.002+08:00

Felt bad turning down parties invite. I'll put aside some time to make up for tis th next time round. Evil is th force tonight! Devils in control! enjoy! ^^
Back from my manager's place, too tired to continue partying through th night. 7 working days. Whoos! Finally Monday is coming!
ti ti da ti du.

Siti's bf sooooo gooood! Now, my psp contains my fav arcade game!
Off to play game!

I'll blog tml!

2009-10-30T02:20:00.003+08:00

2.30 am.
cool breeze caressing my skin.
if only im at th beach, star gazing...

Hectic schedule, too much party, leaves me yearning for a slow peaceful night.

Off now.
controlling my nicotine intake very well.
Determined.

2009-10-26T04:32:00.002+08:00

To curb my nicotine craving for th nite, im tucking myself to bed now.!
I dont wanna send my effort these few days down to th drain.

Although i have alot of pix to blog... ....

for now, NITEY!

Dinner date.

2009-10-22T01:19:00.008+08:00

Training.
Got th moroccan rose diffuser! WooHoo~!! ♥

Parkroyal @ kitchener rd.

Dinner buffet @ Spice Brasserie.
A variety of selection from local to international delights. But th choices in each range kinda of limited.

Self made. *thumbs up* =)

Yummy! Hee.
Actually it taste .. errr ... sucky. Didnt get th syrup amt rite. boo hoo.

ti ta ti~ Husband sms-ing other woman. =x

Or perhaps, taking pix of me? eek tao yan~!
A mouthful of food. Just wanna show my hairstyle for th day. Hair tie hair ye. ^^

Husband wanna go mountain climbing during March! Wtf. Wad if she goes and nv come back??!! So scary. Negative thinking. Ermm.. but.. nobody accompany her, means nobody to take cr of her. wad if .. wad if... Aiyo! so dangerous la! Crazy ass!

After dinner, went walking ard City Square Mall for a short while. 8 or 9 level lor! Machiam ION.
Nothing much over there, lotsa of shops still not open yet.

Didnt take train for a very long time, thus decided to acc husband tk train.
Mrt home from Farrer Park. (Crazy lor.! Super long journey.)

Been a month plus since we last mit, it feels like a decade or so.
Misses each other? We r both freaking early for th dinner date! Im like 40min early! (2nd time i wait for her!)
Probably becos we r so used to facing each other for a few times monthly for th last 4 years!

*ermm.. how nice if i have a cup of Haagen Dazs mango ice cream now..where is my ice cream delivery boy??*

Suppose to be out partying with Grace. But no choice! Got to share her with her bf nowadays. wt.. -.-
mua mua~

Today,
IS GREAT!
Idk, perhaps thts wad make me agreed to stay in th shop till end of Dec.
There is this special something in this shop, something which i cant seems to describe it out at th moment, lets just settle on th word homey till i find a better description.

Tml gotto go office, be a free labour for 2 hours!
grgr~!! thr goes my off day.

Alrite.
good nitey!

timid.

2009-10-19T02:32:00.002+08:00

Recently im so tensed up, i jumped at every single cracking sound at th window.

Yet ytd nite, a baby cockroach crawled on my pillow! less than 30cm from me. I screamed.
Fcukd it`! seriously! I did spring clean my room! and i even spray Baygon th previous nite.
I opened my window and door to let it have air ventilation and my room isnt even damp!
Wad r those roaches doing in my room!! No food in my room as well!!

Phobia for cockroaches and lizards. Never able to overcome it, never attempt it. Getting worse. =x

And yes, i literally jumped at every single crack at th window!
Be it th wind chime hitting against it or over heating of th steel, even rain drop spattering against it.

Driving me crazy.

Now, my mum brought back two live crabs for tml yummy lunch.
And she left it alive in a pail in th kitchen! Every time i step into th kitchen, thy nv fail to create some sound effect!
for th first few times, i thought its some big fat lizards crawling away and i stood frozen in th middle of th kitchen. -_-

OMG` pls get an ambulance ready. thanks.
sooner or later im going to suffer from a sudden heart attack and just drop dead. <-- (ok abit over.)

But, but, but... im just so scare la!

arrgh gr gr.

2009-10-17T01:04:00.003+08:00

Every step into a brand new tomorrow hurts.
But even if i fall, even if i crawl, i will still go on.

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Nothing to do, browsing old entries.
happen to see my,

''2009 resolution

- Cut down smoking (cut down not quit)
- Driving license + car
- Work harder
- Be on time for everything
- 43kg forever (LOL)
- No cabbing to work everyday
- Cut down drinking''

Lets see how much i have done so far.
*answering truthfully*

- ermm i think i smoke more! unless for these 2 months i stop touching cig, then mission accomplish.
- HAHAHA. i've got the bbdc membership card. =x oops
- sometimes i did.
- for a period of time, i did.
- o yeah, losing weight but yet to reach 43.
- YES! i totally stop tht! Im walking to and fro work everyday (unless raining!) !!!! YESH! YESH!! Somehow i wish to stay in tis outlet till dec end.. shld i? shld i not? i love th fact that i can walk to work. and i can reach home earlier and slp earlier. =p
AND i DID save alot of cab $. hoho
- i think yesh i did? but it seems to be like i have more drinking kakis now? so did i?

a girl's diary.

2009-10-15T04:13:00.006+08:00

I jus wanna scream.!!!

bloating tummy, damn uncomfortable.
pimples having party on my face.

how i wish those sickening ass will come and bug me.
then i'll give them a piece of my mind!

my new moisturizer and serum stinks max!
thy r suppose to smell like tea, but i smell cement.

cant thy just leave me alone, for god sake im on leave!

random? ya, jus let me rant.
i'll be like a corpse for th next few days...

in th last few hours,
a roller coaster ride of emotions.

today's ladies nite.
i wanted very much to dance.

another moment,
i jus want some 'me time'.

craving for mac spicy,
(see, i dont normally eat spicy stuff)
tis is so crazy. my leg hurts, i dont feel like going down and buy.
ok. my mouth is ok, but i dont wanna order. i dont wanna wait.

suddenly thinking of those balance i left in pubs.
shitd`! where th hell do i still have balance wor?! how long le?!
i know i still have. but where??

strawberry pocky. white chocolates.

5:01! no more mac spicy!

ran out of ciggies.
any 24hr ciggies delivery hotline?
i think thy should have one. sure earn big bucks.
i assume all smokers are lazy like me. esp when thy ran out of cig in th middle of th nite.

i tink.. im going to force myself to sleep. feels better now.
blogspot is a good place to rant.

But STill,
if u r bored,

try nudging me on MSN.
try bombing my hp.

*roarz*

2009-10-14T04:05:00.001+08:00

how do u learn to trust?
teach me.

first attempt using imovie.

2009-10-13T16:58:00.003+08:00

Cant get to bed last nite, happened to see those clips taken some times back.
My first attempt using imovie. Enjoy~!! ^^

its a 3 storey slide. super fast and butt hurts aft that.

D&D TBS Colors Allure

2009-10-10T16:26:00.010+08:00

GOOOOOOOOOODDD Evening !!

well, i guess its the first time im blogging in th evening.
Nothing much will happen later, bcos i've decided to stay at home today. (my room seriously needs something to be done. any helpers?) *grin* =))

Im on a 10days long leave, with a few hours cut on monday for stocktake, so where the fcuk can i go? Anyway doesnt matter, i didnt save for holiday tis time round too. IM FCUKING BROKE for now. hahaha

Things are going downhill recently.. ok down up and down again. Nevertheless i'm & i'll still njoy my leave.! Seriously i hate ppl who carry balls, who put others down to make themself look good, but i despise ppl who allow their balls to be carried and listen and act blindly. Are these ppl deem fit to be call a leader? Well i dono. A leader dont follow senseless ball carriers isnt it? Shouldnt thy have their own ways of problem solving? Not unless thy r ball carriers themself. *pui* Crossing their path is th worse thing of all.

So pissed.
Changing topic.

TA!

D&D 2009 Colors Allure

Jonathan P. AP managing director
Finally take pix wit him after so many years in the company.

Managers & supervisor.
Tis year, lotsa of time to go around taking pix!

Paragon05. Bpp06.

Imm07.

Imm08.

Team- current

Imm08- we miss each other hell lotsa!

Me. My pick of the nite.

After party.

A simple dinner affair. a get together. and tis year i have ample time to greet everyone i worked with before. ^^

Loots! for these few days.
Nothing much~ + the heels and necklece worn at d&d.
I've everything i need. tts why i dont enjoy window shopping.

Finally went down to Ion and finish walking th 8levels! A pity my camera ran out of batt.

2009-10-04T00:55:00.005+08:00

hair treatment + new color + trim trim ^^
2hrs of sitting still.
worth it.

smooth smooth de.

after tt, 2 rounds of drinking.
a pub in serangoon garden.

then BQ.
and i tink i had a lil too much tis whole week.

gfs & bfs, no more drinking session for me for at least a month.
lets go for supper! =)
***i smell stingray. crab. oyster. again.........***

finally done.

Alrte. nitey people!