Just another day.

''today, i sit by and look at th clock as it ticks..''


Gossip just aint for me. Mikoko told me th site helps her kill time during vacation thus i dropped by to have a look, well... words words and more words. -_- No way man~ i dont even bother reading those pages. I rather spend my time looking at those nicely highly PS pix. Those are hard work.

MC today. I felt so guilty. Thy are slogging away. Arrgh~
Gotto stop thinking about it, its making my headache worse.
I see stars~~
I m spinning~~
Its a terrible feeling. Kinda of scary.
Today, i wasnt me. Cant seems to control my limbs, reading back my msges to Banana, *wth my i typing!*

Now, i dont dare to go to sleep, for th fear tht i might not be able to wake up tml.

Foolish me~

But..
But...
NVM.

Doctor told me that i have a messed up lifestyle and totally horrible one.

"U MUST DO SOMETHING TO IT.''

His words kept repeating through my mind but how in the hell m i going to do tht.
I cant sleep at night~ as much as i wish to.
-_-

ARRGH~~

I'll try, but not so soon.